Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Parting...Sweet Sorrow?

Its been an amazing week. I spent it with a very dear person in my life. I just don't know how time flew by. This time last week, i was waiting at the train station eagerly waiting for his train to come. Keeping my excitement to myself so as not to alarm the members of the public and when he finally appeared, it was a brilliant moment. The long wait (due to the train) was instantly forgotten as i saw the smile on his face. That was the beginning of my wonderful week. It has provided me with lots of happy memories that will be cherished and shared with my kids and grandkids in the future..haha

Its wednesday morning (about one la). As i watch him sleep, i lump forms in my throat. I know that its a matter of hours and he will not be here with me anymore. My room will be cleared of all the shopping bags, his shoes, socks and his towel. I am gonna be returning to an emtpy room with no one to watch a dvd with or even share a bag of chips with. No one to make breakfast for, no one to make lunch or dinner for and lastly no one to ensure that i am nice and warm. Sometimes in life , we take alot of things for granted. We take people for granted.
I am one of those who are guilty (just like many of you out there).

I really do not want time to pass. Just wish it could stop for a bit so i can just spend more time with my dear one but alas its just a wish. Simply a WISH....



Joel: Thats the movie Ed! Try reality.
Ed : No thanks!

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

eh bebeh....

he go, im still here la.....if u feel like making bfast, im HERE!!! hehehe...can make bfast, dinner, lunch, supper for me also can!! make u nice n comfy, can also...at nite i go into ur rm n cover u up ah!! HAHAHAHAHA....but everytime i sneak into ur rm, u COVERED all urself already! so how??!! hehehhe

The Cupcake Pixie said...

hey parvin, its so sad to read this... i know it sucks. but with the happy memories, the long wait to see each other again will only make everything more worth it. easier said than done, but before you know it, you 2 will be reunited soon.
it is so true when u say we take ppl for granted. and yes, i am guilty of it too... sigh, should just sit back someday and thank the ppl we love huh? don worry dear. u'll be strong to get over this. i'll call u, like now. :D

Parvinzz said...

To my dear anonymous friend..

Thank you so much for the support! I really appreciate it.. haha the tucking me up...ahh...last time got no heater...no have already...so maybe i will not be tucked and covered up...:p

Parvinzz said...

Hey Sofia...

Thanks alot for the encouragement. I will get through. I have to! It will take time definately. Its emotional wrecking to see an empty room with no shoes and clothes scattered but alas...time heals all wounds..